Submitted by TheMuffinMan last July 13th 2007, 03:07 AM

Category: Opinions & Views

Hello everyone, I would be writing stuff on here that actually happened... But then one I love isn't co operating, and writing fake stuff just isn't my thing.

Anyways, I was never bi until I met him. He was my science partner for more than half the school year. He's very nice, caring, and so much more. It was about April when I started to fall for him. He cared so much about me when I returned from being sick with an infection. As the days went on, my falling for him increased until I was in love with him. Then, our teacher seperated us because of other classmates miss-behaving. And that made me upset. I gave him two notes telling him to check his email so I could talk to him. I told him at first that I wanted to be his friend. But after I told him who I was(I made the notes anonymous.) Then he stopped all together. But now it's summer and I've fallen even deeper into love for him. But since I told him I wanted to be freinds. I became so upset that I was ready to kill myself, and I still am. I've called his house and told him to check his email and I wrote him a letter. He never did check his email even though he said "Alright" or "Okay" when I told him to. And he should be getting the letter today, or he got it yesterday. I wrote in the letter how I felt and how I wanted to kill myself over it. But I just want to confess my feelings to him, even if he doesn't have any for me and never will. I just have to get it out to him... but I have no idea if he knows, I told him to email me when he got the letter. If he doesn't do anything this time, I don't know what to do. My divorced parents are fighting 24/7 and that really doesn't help. I feel as if I should just kill myself.