Pride Story

Here I am again but this time not for a tale of my sexual adventures but for some clarification from the only people who know my stories. If you haven’t read my posts than I suggest you take a look.

The day after my previous post I got together with some of my straight guy friends. Peter is the average jock. He has a perfect body and loves to show it off. He is famous for flashing people. Cody is the punk of the group. He is muscular, thin but with some meat and is like two inches shorter than me. He loves to show off his chest. The other two are Luke and John. They are more normal than the rest of us. There both popular and good looking but not as outgoing as Peter or Cody.

We all were just hanging out at my place that evening and waiting to see how the night would go. That’s the thing about town; no one ever plans things until the last minute. We played some games like table tennis, air hockey, pool, and just about everything else I have. Then around eight we sat down to play Texas-hold-um. Somehow they turned the topic onto sex. Of course it was Peter who started it and it soon got really bad for me.

“How are you and Heather?” Peter asked.

“Fine I guess. We haven’t changed.”

“What you mean is you still haven’t had sex.” Cody adds.

“We’ve gone over all this.” I told them.

“Every girl at the party was talking about you man.” Peter informs everyone.

“Really? How’s that?”

“Since you showed everyone in lunch your cock its all any girl wants. You could get with anyone in school.” Peter claims.

“That’s nice. I’m pretty sure I wasn’t the one to pull my shorts down.”

“So what. Apparently you’re cock is pretty nice cuz I heard all kinds of rumors.”

“Bull shit. How would anyone know?”

“Come on man, all the guys have seen you naked and we all know Pete there is keeping track of his competition.” Cody told us.

We went on for a while arguing about what people were saying. They actually knew a lot about me which was by far the scariest thing I have ever heard. We quit the game at about ten and went back into the game room to watch television. Peter, John, and Luke started wrestling for the remote so Cody and I went to get some food. On the way we started talking.

“So, I didn’t get the whole story about you and Heather.” Cody said before we even left the room.

“It’s nothing. We just don’t want to have sex yet.”

“That’s cool but we weren’t lying about what people were saying. You can have any chick you want.”

“Have you ever been with a girl?” I asked him.

“Yea, two but I was drunk so it wasn’t really anything special.”

“Ok, so why are you lot so interested in my sex life?”

“Because, if I was in your place I would be getting all kinds of pussy and here you are still a virgin.” He said as if it was a completely normal thing to say.

“Wow, that’s why you don’t have a girlfriend.”

“Grow a pair man.”

“If you are trying to see my dick you just have to ask.” I said humorously

“Fuck you.” He said and then left with a bag of chips.

When we returned Luke and John were sitting on the sofa watching a movie and Peter was nowhere to be seen.

“Were the hell is Peter?” I asked John.

“You really don’t want to know.”

“No really. Where is he?”

“He went off talking about your parent’s new shower.”

My parent’s just remodeled their bathroom and got a new steam shower with four shower heads plus one that came from over head. (Whatever those are called)

“What an ass hole.” I exclaimed and headed off to find him.

The others followed smelling a fight and sure enough we found one. He was completely naked behind the glass door with just the overhead on with steam.

“What the fuck are you doing?” I yelled as I stood in front of the shower door.

It was then that I noticed his erection. I swear every guy in my town loves to get hard in front of me. I mean what is it about me?

I’ve seen his dick hard more than once; it’s very hairy, stands probably at six inches and has always been too reddish.

“Come on boys. Let’s shower.” He screamed.

“You are such a faggot.” John said.

“We’ve all got cocks, why be shy about it? Just cuz you pansies are two small, doesn’t mean you can mock.” Peter said coaxingly.

Just then Peter opened the door and stepped out. Once again he has a good body and being drenched in water looked even more hairy than usual. He has black hair and is not bearish or anything but has thick hair. He walked over to Luke and did a weak belly dance for him. His dick just brushed Luke’s crotch.

“Fine, but touch me and I’ll cut your balls off.” Luke said.

After that both Luke and John stripped off their clothes. Both have slim but muscular bodies. John’s chest is completely smooth while Luke has a faint trail leading to his hairy dick. Both are about 5 ½’’ and clearly have never shaved more than their balls. When they were both naked I gave in and stripped down. Why not? You know.

“Wow, watch out boys.” Peter laughed.

“You’re loving this aren’t you?” I asked.

“It’s true after all. Welcome to the club.”

“You’re not even close to my caliber.” I shot back.

Now the only person sane enough to remain clothed was Cody.

“Cody. Come on it’s not gay or anything. Well maybe Peter but we can kick his ass anyways.” I told him.

He complied and stripped down. We all climbed in and though the shower was built for multiple people we were tight.

“Peter get off me.” I said as we were all touching in some way, him having his hard dick against my ass.

It was an innocent experience. We ended up jacking off and having felt another guys dick bafore, just watching was kind of boring. That's probably why I lasted the longest. Peter was the first and he blew his load on all our legs. He was followed by John who blew his on the wall. Luke was really into it. He fingered his hairy ass and blew his load past me and onto the glass wall. Cody was next and after a lot of moaning and bucking blew a hugh load half onto the floor and half onto my side. By time I let lose, the others were shriveled up and watching me. Mine was big but nothing special. I made sure to get it as much on the guys as possable. I’m not going to go into it any further. Nothing else happeded. We were just boys being boys.

Now for what I have been thinking about for the past few days.

I’m proud of my size and didn’t mind that guys are curious about me even though I found it odd that apparently my friends take good tabs on my body. I’ve never had problems finding girls and this probable won’t have much effect on that.

I have never had sex with a girl before though my girlfriend is very beautiful and has a perfect body; we are waiting. I never thought of having my first girl be anyone other than Heather, but I think I need to have sex with a girl to know if I am really straight or not.

Then to make it worse my friend and gay “sex partner” has now found himself a possible boyfriend in my new neighbor. This boy, Alex however seemed to be taken with me so I am caught on a fine wire there. I love both my girlfriend Heather and my “boyfriend” Chris. I just don’t know who I could spend my life with if I had to pick.

Going deeper, I have always been closer to girls but have plenty of friends on both sides. I would like to have a family when I am older and obviously children of my own are only possible with a girl. Yet I have always been attracted to guys. Even this I thought was only curiosity until now. I have done everything I can think of sexually with a guy and yet my curiosity has not abated. At the same time I want to have sex with a girl but have never taken the opportunity when it arises. I see this as loyalty but if I was entirely loyal then why am I having sex with her brother?

Obviously I am confused. If you can help me out than please feel free to leave a message.