Pride Story

so i have known i was bi for a long time but it took the courage of my best friend to tell me she was also bi. you see im the go 2 guy around my skool. i keep everyone secrets and have some sort of healing powers, i can help anyone thro anything.

so it was about a wk after she told me she was bi that i did the same back. she was so happy because now we can talk bout it all the time. i lov her 2 bits, telling each other helped 2 makeus closer.

but anyway it was 3 or 4 months after that. we where at a drama competition with my sr. high drama class. it was awsome we had a blast. we where the only performance to have a standing ovation. after that we went bac to the hotel had some pizza, hung out. then a bunch of them wanted to go 2 bed so me and her migrated to her room. where will was and so was brandi and natalie. now everyone know will was gay. he was haooy that everyone knew. but i hadnt told him.

we where up for hrs. then ally(best friend) desided it was time for me 2 tell him. so i said u do it. she he wanted 2 go for a smoke and so did she. they left and went dwn stairs now brandi already knew but nat didnt i wasnt really frnds with her but watever she knows now.

ally came bac, she said it was 2 cold. so i asked if she dad told him and she said yes! he was so happy. he always knew i was GAY DAR and all that jazz.

so we chated for a long time after that the 5 of us. they it was time for us to go 2 bed. bout 2 or so. i wasnt happy i was locked out of the room i was staying in. They dead bolted the dr. aholes i thought 2 myself. so will had a crush on me and i knew who didnt know like really he talked bout me all the time. so he offered 4 me 2 stay in his rm. he had a bed all 2 himself. because the teacher knew and thought it was best. i said yes. what happened that nite is a different story.

it was bout 2 or 3 wks after we got back. he was at the bar. got drunk blurted it out 2 a bunch of the grade 12s and then i found out the next day. i tell you its the wierdest thing 2 hav someone randomly come up 2 u and ask it ur gay. not tat u dnt already kno. so i followed the trail and found out it was him. i was furrious. it made me so mad 2 kno he did it. i thought i cld trust him. lets just say i never talked 2 him again.

i did the best damage control i cld. i think ppl kno but im not ready 4 them 2 kno 4 sure. at times i want them 2 and at times i dnt.

its been a yr sence that happened and i think i hav built up enough courage 2 tel my mom. i kno she knos she asked my once before but i denied it. pretended 2 get defensive and then dropped it. i kno she knows but i think its time she heard it frm me.

thats my new yrs revolution 2 tell my mom!