Pride Story

I am 23 years old in the closet. But i am becoming frustrated at times. You see i have a friend since i was 16.Last year i spent a night at his house and there was only one bed so we had to share. Now he told me that he sleeps only in his shorts so i was ok. he has the most gorgeous body i have ever seen. The impression that his cock make through his undies is a pleasant site to look at. So this night we were lying there talking about his Girlfriend and life generally and by just staring at his wonderful anatomy i was fully erected ( nothing too impressive 5" so it is easy to hide). But i am not sure if he had noticed my erection. We were there lying on the sides of our body facing each other when he came close and to my big SURPRISE he tried to kiss me but i turned away. He countinued to reached my lips but i just buried my head into the pillow. All the time i was being aroused so i finally let him. That was my first real kiss. And i enjoyed it. His smooth lips just caressed mine and then the invasion of his tongue. I was dumbstuck. I was confused. We just kissed for about 1 minute or so when he strated to kiss my neck and caressed my chest playing with my nipples. Well by this time we were both breating hard. Kissing slowly he reached my nipples and sent waves of electricty through my paralysed body. Paralysed from the surprise my best friend gave me and from having my first man to man encounter.

Then he laid himself down on his back and then i when i saw the head of his uncut cock protruding from his undies. He said The he wanted me to suck his cock. I immediately slipped me hand and for the first time in my life i was holding a cock in my hand other than that of mine. I felt great. i passed my fingers on the tip which was drenched with precum. His cock was about 7" long and on the thick side. Holding such a monster in my hand i felt powerless, so i lowered head close to his cock and took a deep breath. The aridness smelt sexy. With parted lips i lowered my head for my first cock. There was a mixture of taste. but in the end it was the best thing i have ever tasted so far. i started to move up and down trying to get more adn more of this fucking awsome cock in my mouth. i managed about 5" before gaging. All this time he was moaning and groaing that was driving me to suck harder. After about 4 minutes of sucking i felt his cock getting harder and he barley managed to shout i am coming before spraying his hot man juice all over his belly.

we have had these sessions a few more times and everytime i ask him to go anal he says not now. However for the past three months he was a bit cold during these sessions. He has a girlfriend. do YOu think he is gay. He say that he knew i was gay ever since and is just helping out the situation.

How do i procedd with him. We speak regular on the Phone and the last time we spoke he told me to walk with condoms the next time i go to visit. Should I?